Pray

Sometimes I feel hopeless
This heart of mine homeless
When life takes a detour
I can't seem to focus
When friends turn to enemies
Loved ones to corpses
My heart left in sorrow
I can't find a purpose
Questioning existence
Driving on the six
I feel this pain growing
It's the world that I'm in
I wish that I could change it
But I'm only one soul
If I spread his word
Will my vibe tribe grow

Really to change the world
You change yourself
The minute you blamed the world
You named yourself
Cuz you give it all its meanings
Gave it all its demons
To judge is opposite love
And you judging all of God's creatures
When love is all up in each of us
Why won't you see it
Does hate take up that much of you
That you would rather be it
Is it worth what you're receiving
Seeing the world you're dreaming
Keeping yourself cut off from it
Blaming it on the seasons

People come, people go
Nothing seems to stay the same
I go high, they go low
And it's driving me insane
Does it make me less Christian
If I break a tradition
I ponder these questions
Alone in my kitchen
Three in the morning
I can't seem to sleep
People going hungry
I see babies on the streets
These pressing enigmas
Sneak up into me
Thoughts race at light speed
And I'm feeling guilty

The brothers you see as sufferers
Sisters as unassisted
Are you blessing them with blessings
Or cursing their whole existence
You can show them that they higher
Remind them of what they missing
It's as simple as choice
Listen to the voice that's listening
Calmness, chillness, harmless, realness
Never sees a threat or forgets its stillness
You can say a prayer that can bless their illness
And believe in its power because it's yours that heals this

Okay, that's kind of true
I really can't deny it
Loudest of thoughts
He made the room quiet
He's taken my hand
I was drowning in a storm
He showed me the way
But what I got to show him
I used to tell myself, it would all be okay
But lately I've been feeling new pain every day
You say, what you say, but we need a new way
How can I reach him in heaven!? Tell me that JClay

You stuck in the same loop
Aiming to blame truth
You can never find without
What exists within you
That's what the brain do
Confuses it with you
Like you don't control it
So, it controls you
It'll never make sense
When you use your senses
You'll just perceive not see
So, you'll only sense it
So, we sugarcoat and scent it
But it's all senseless
Not to be confused with nonsense
And there's still consensus

Yo, God, it's your homie
Way from 99
Been feeling kind of off
See this thorn on my side
Would you help ya girl out
Put some words in my mouth
Gimme some kind of sign
Pick me up when I'm down
A little clarity
I don't understand your plan
A little sanity
When I'm dealing with man
I'm not asking for the world
I just want a little peace
Would you grant me some grace
If I just say please

Be chill
Be still
Be humbled
Be filled
Be healed
Be calm
See not one as weak
Be strong
Benign
Be one
Be the light
Be my sun
Be all
Be of
Sound mind
Be love

No matter how you say it
Or where you say it from
Thank-God for each day
And his One Begotten Son
Look, I'll help you out
Won't you pray with me
Talking to the father
Is more than easy
Thou father in heaven
Only you know me
I pray for salvation
I bow on my knees
I pray for my homies
My enemies and friends
I bring you my perils
And I say Amen