Makes Me Comfortable

I've been
Sitting alone
Cold with a blanket at my feet
The ceiling fan on high
I don't know what I need
Talking to the voices in my head
They hear everything I say under my breath
They tell me jokes that I just don't get
But I repeat them over and over again

It's not hard to see
Where you want me to go
I've gotten so damn close
But never step foot inside

I'll just take my time

I'll just take my time
If that's alright with you
For now you can find me in the back room
I'm okay with spending most of my days
Home alone eating cathode rays
It's a feeling that you can't sway
A part of me I don't want changed

With a pen and paper
I'll map out the road to my future
You can tell me what you think
Are all these drawings just a waste of ink
Fast forward a few years
You still say you want to see me kick it into a new gear
But this is just my pace
Any faster I'll be numb in the face

It's not hard to see
Where you want me to go
I've gotten so damn close
But never step foot inside

I'll just take my time

I'll just take my time
If that's alright with you
For now you can find me in the back room
I'm okay with spending most of my days
Home alone eating cathode rays
It's a feeling that you can't sway
A part of me I don't want changed