challenger

Loved snow til you realized it's
Rain that sticks to the ground
The weight prix fixe of consciousness
Does not fuck around

And i'm overeating constantly
Like it's the only joy in life
Course by course, it comes along
Til the bill that ends the night

I see why you keep your
Habits all unchanged
If trying you start, then
Trying you'll have to stay

I can't say that i blame you much
Though i'm a challenger myself
Sometimes it can be rewarding
Most nights it gives me hell

Can't afford your imagination
But i can make my rent
Pay down my expectations
And have a fund for accidents

Can't decide if we can work it out
Or it's a crucial difference
When there's extra, you think possibility
I think, "what can we prevent?"

You see why i keep my
Habits all unchanged
If trying i start, then
Trying i'll have to stay

I'm tired, can you blame me?
You look a little tired yourself
Most days we both just laugh it off
Some nights it gives you hell