Neo-Slumber

I don't want to be alive or dead
I want to be asleep in my bed
In a never-ending dream instead
The shouts and screams in my head
Hidden emotions green and red
Never dead, putting stress on my chest
Rest is what's best
Shut down tune out until the morning welcomes the next
Feel like my mind is stuck in a labyrinth
Body trapped in this establishment
Jesus Christ resurrect me like I'm Lazarus
Open me up and look inside to see that I am cavernous
Save me from the abyss I need this hole to be fixed
Trying to escape from this establishment
So I'm breaking away from certain pains that making my brain ache
Feeling the need to relapse to the weed
But I know that the seed I sow
Is gonna be greater than the weed I grow
Know that it's gonna be the type of shit
That leaves you like, what was that?
You can't rap like that
That's a fuckin fact
I pulled the rabbit from the hat
The hat was never there
The rabbit vanishes into thin air
And you can only despair

What was that?
I pulled the rabbit from the hat
The hat was never there
The rabbit vanishes into thin air
And we can only despair

Spirituality is running thin
I got a soul, but it's lost in the ocean
I got a heart but its sick
and I got a song but it's a lament

I don't want to be alive or dead
I want to be asleep in my bed
In a never-ending dream instead