Streaming My Consciousness

my first childhood memory
is Palme shot in the street
it's pretty clear to see
that things got weird early

pulling out all my faults
in therapy video calls
there are hoarder amounts
of stacks locked in the vaults

streaming my consciousness
to a stranger on-screen who says
that my connection is lousy
digitally and socially

virtual journals show
that my suicide risk is low
but the chances are the way I go
is gradually but the pace is slow

if death is just birth reversed
and darkness wants you returned
then I understand my gloomy worst
it's my body that wants to rehearse it first

streaming my consciousness
to a stranger on-screen who says
that I should make a decision
but my intuition is under revision

streaming my consciousness
to a stranger on-screen who says
I'll have to live with the sadness
well, it's been squatting for ages
here with me
completely free



Credits
Writer(s): Jonas Jonsson
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