Mama, U Proud? (feat. Kizzy Cobain)

I done gave my heart to those who ain't give me love
I done gave my all to those who barely gave me some
I don't cry about it, but I wish I gave em none
I don't smile often cus joy far from where I'm from
I don't sell dope I left that in the past, cus
I figured I be better selling verses and these albums
I remember when I couldn't count bars but I could count grams
And I'll never claim to be no kingpin hustler
But I admit whеn I was younger bruh
I was so focused on the wrong typе of customers
Young and dumb
Robbin' kids in the schools
Guessin' that's why I ain't trust no one
Broke my first girl heart
Decided I can't trust a slut
Once I broke my first promise then I kept lyin'
Knowing damn well I ain't got shit for me to cover up
I don't sell hope
I leave that all up to the Reverend Run (Run)
Cops pull up on us, it ain't on us, but we still goin run (Run)
They said you as guilty as who you hang with
So I told my brothers go and do yo dirt
Just always make sure the remains looking stainless
Barely thanking God for the shit that we survived
But we steady coming to him asking for a pain lift
Mama, look at what yo boy become of now
Mama, are you proud of yo lil Prince right now?
Mama, I hope you don't feel Ima let down

I seen wrong so I went and did bad
I sin hard I know, I admit that
It's my fault if I go and see hell
Hope it's my fault every night you sleep well

I seen wrong so I went and did bad
I sin hard I know, I admit that
It's my fault if I go and see hell
Hope it's my fault every night you sleep well

I seen wrong so I went and did bad
I sin hard I know, I admit that
It's my fault if I go and see hell
Hope it's my fault every night you sleep well

I seen wrong so I went and did bad
I sin hard I know, I admit that
It's my fault if I go and see hell
It's my fault

Life be aight until I get to overthinking
Separate myself from my brothers when I start tripping
Hate to sink the ship cus the ship ain't what I envisioned
Too self aware
Looking for problems in me that's missing
Appreciate those who help me see the bigger picture
The patience it take dealing with me
Man I can't envision
All I can say is if you care for me just bare with me
I never thought of myself as someone with this potential

Mama you ain't hear I got fans singing my songs now
Mama you ain't hear I got some fans back home now
Mama you ain't hear I'm doin shows onna road now
Mama you ain't know I'm making money off my trauma
Mama you ain't hear I finally can get a new car now
Mama you ain't hear I'm bout to be a lil star now
Mama they used to be doubting me but I'm on now
Mama I just wanna know are you proud of me?



Credits
Writer(s): Amir Elhindi
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