Pathfinder

I've always favored reason, I've always favored truth
I've never drowned my demons, I've put them to good use

I don't find solace in resolving issues I'm not going to change
I don't believe that consequences justify to run away
I won't let go of the ideals that I've set up for myself
I won't let go until I've broken down

Ah ah ah, Ah ah ah
Ah ah ah, Ah ah ah

I've fooled myself into believing that my rationality
Is what defines me, and what guides me, but it's feeding my disease
Can't learn to love myself, before I've learned to love somebody else
Can't learn to love somebody else because...

I've learned to loathe myself
It's ingrained in my head
Like a voice leading me to the red
To the void

So I keep on proving that I'm in control by going on all alone
It's all consuming, but it's all i know
Should I give in or let go?

I've nowhere left to call my home
So on this path I'll bear my throne
A thousand times I've cast aside your help
I can not connect with art
Missing dots from end to start
And still I try to fix this all myself

If I only knew the path to take and where it leads me to
Then I'd be safe, but things don't always end the way they should

Open up my blinded eyes so I can see your side
It can't be worse than mine, cause I'm stuck in my ways

So I wouldn't expect things to change, it's too late
Cuz the last grain of sand has now slipped through my hands

If I only knew the path to take and where it leads me to
Then I'd be safe, but things don't always end the way they should

And truth be told I doubt I'll ever open up
Because patience is a virtue and the world is out of stock

So If you can relate to anything I've said
I hope you'll do what I should, and let the past stay dead