Faded

Why am i chasing someone who's gone
I think we all chasing something that isn't on
Nothing on our level, so we're not getting settled
It's so annoying how much people just use you
And i can't find no one, because they don't want me
It's not fun to jump to conclusions but that's how it really be
All my life i've been living in fear and i've yet to see
Something that'll let me free
Maybe it's my bad reputation
Or i'm not settled with people so well
I ask why i'm not treated so well
I'd rather be in a well than ringing bells, at my health

Nobody wants or needs me
So why am i out here feeling like i'm needy
If i was gone tomorrow, would you even feel a sorrow
Is your thoughts about me permanent or just a borrow
I'm too faded on my life
I'm too faded on my life

Putting up walls around me
I'd rather stay distant than be of distance
Passive, but aggression fills my existence
I don't need anything to ever feel different
But i hate how i'm a nervous wreck
And i really don't get any checks
Only play chess, but on the losing side
Thought we had something but you just lied
That's what people always do to me, just lie lie lie
One day i'll be fine, minding my own business and having a good time
Then the next, i'll breakdown wondering what even is my life
Wondering if i'll ever be right
But every single night i still see the stars shine
It feels so inconsistent
I'd rather be distant than be of existence
Why am I even existing, in this world
I'm way too faded on my life right now



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Writer(s): Amir B
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