Loveless

When i acted real to you
Why did you switch up and act fake
What led you to be this way
How did you come around to change
Nobody even knows about this
So why do you feel like you're so afraid
I never even wanted us to be this way
Even if you had ties, i still felt like i was played
It's so hard to even think about the way
I'd used to ask how was your day and are you ok
Thinking bout it now gets me into so much pain
I don't want my heart to ever feel this way
Ever again, i'd rather us just stay friends
And just fantasize about you in my mind
At least that's when i could call you mine
Without the pain that comes in real life
The rollercoaster i felt when you were around
Eventually you kept on being dry because you surround
Talked to like 10 different guys, kept me in rotation
But i'm always gonna be a side while you get off at main station
We used to talk, used to talk until the clock hits 2
Hitting more different when the next day i had school
But we drifted apart and you didn't want me in your heart
Anymore, so you just moved on and left me on the floor

So loveless, so loveless
Everyone thinks that i don't got a heart
So many people did me wrong i don't know where to start
So loveless, so loveless

I'm not sure what to do
Where do i go from here
I see the sun in the sky
So i know things are alright
But i can't talk to anyone i know for advice, but i'll try it anyways
I know it's kinda wrong when i know my rights
Not to mess with the same people who just wanted me dead
But i gotta risk it just to find some guidance and answers while i was dead
You know
So i just talked to this one girl who i could probably convince to talk to me again
But i'd probably go into the same loop again
Man, i done went through a lot of girls to start
But how were you the one who really messed up my heart
It's a loop over and over i don't even know where to start anymore

So loveless, so loveless
Everyone thinks that i don't got a heart
So many people did me wrong i don't know where to start