Intro

So you ask what I write this book for?
Care to find out, then listen some more

21' to 22' I've been the fuck right here
Pushin' my pen to paper, giving food for thought like a trip to Staters
Love em' or hate em' but this boy like stratum
Too much to move cuz he stuck in a groove, but let's not get it confused, I've had my Doubts too
But unlike you, I've made do

I've made do with the cards I was dealt and every growing emotion I've felt
Put the pain to pages, let that ink melt
I'm staying in between the lines, but the pictures undefined
In due time I'll shine, cuz I age like fine wine with a mind thats aligned on the grind
I spit realness when I rhyme, relentless till I die
You can rip me of my foundation, but I'll still find podium placement in this game that I'm playin
Bitch, you even understand the fuck that I'm saying?
Go head to head, I'll leave you laying, my words are always spraying

So you ask what I write this book for?
Care to find out, then listen some more

Feel as if I've been neglecting myself and my mental health
Because I been too busy chasing wealth and I ain't even want it
I don't need a car to flaunt it, I just wanna look at my mommas house and know I bought It
My relationship with my father is still a touchy subject
But I thought we should rekindle before he kicks the bucket
It seems like any day that could be a possibility, cuz he keeps driving so hostility
His personal record keeps getting D.U.I's
But he drinks before he drives, he made that clear to me
I look back at his alcohol abuse and put the blame on me, because I'm now the one Resenting the family