Belvedere

Well I felt the cold wind shivers again last night
Same thing that I felt when I knew that you were losing the fight
I'm rolling around in bed and keep thinking I might bump your side
Well I say I'm sorry but I only hear darkness this time

Well I held your hand while you took your last breath
My head was spinning and your mama had already been a mess
And at your funeral I saw you laid out in a yellow dress
Well the sun dried up today but I'll be fine nevertheless

I've got your favorite t-shirt on
I'm listening to your favorite song
Regretting all thе times that I did you wrong

I've been looking in the mirror
Tryna makе sense and make it clear
Wiping my reflection so maybe you'll reappear

Well can you hear me in here
Or am I talking to myself in this Belvedere

I sway to music in this kitchen alone
Hearing the violin strings bringing a warmer tone
Took me out of crying right there in the waiting room
Feels like I'm living a different life in a Halloween costume

You walk around like you aren't even upset
Kinda like you knew that it wasn't all over quite yet
Watching you choke on the smoke as you comically hit that cigarette
You said "I ain't going nowhere so don't you even fret"

I've got your favorite t-shirt on
I'm listening to your favorite song
Regretting all the times that I did you wrong

I've been looking in the mirror
Tryna make sense and make it clear
Wiping my reflection so maybe you'll reappear

Well can you hear me in here
Or am I talking to myself in this Belvedere

I've got your favorite t-shirt on
I'm listening to your favorite song
Regretting all the times that I did you wrong

I'm just looking in the mirror
Tryna make sense and make it clear
Wiping my reflection so maybe you'll reappear

Well can you hear me in here
Or am I talking to myself in this Belvedere



Credits
Writer(s): Evander Wynn
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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