Straight To My Room

Home
In search for food for thought
But its hard to find it when them kitchen lights are fairly dark
Woah
Oh how the outside seem much brighter
Still wasn't no heat yet
Imagine tryna tell your friends you tried to heat the home with stove fire
They wouldn't believe it
I would of turnt the oven on
But that shit wasn't turning on
Its like the cold became our preset
Remember days I had to tell my mom
We could of had some worst seasons
Instead of jackets we could of been shirtless sleeping
I'm hella grateful though
I'm grateful for the chance I got at dreaming on
I'm grateful for the strength I got to stand up tall
I'm grateful for these broken tiles I'm standing on
I'm grateful for this roof over my head
It started falling down but I'm grateful for what is left of it
I never thought that it would last this long
I'm hella grateful for my dad and moms and that's a definite
So in 2013 I made them my why
I had no other choice cause my purpose wasn't defined
I made a huge mistake tryna find it so far outside
Cause in this whole time I was getting farther from I
But thank God I'm in my room again
Just how I left it
I can't believe I left my room so messy
Stepping over
Stepping over things that I've neglected
I stood there for a second and took breath in
Then started the undressing
Of all my dirty cloth that's filled with lessons
Recollecting thoughts no more digressing
Mentally jogging paths from past to present just to start the self reflection
Staring out the window for perception
While taking of this twenty dollar necklace
Slammed it on the dresser
With so much force the first page of the Bible opened up
He probably knew that I was desperate
He probably knew that I felt so alone
He probably saw the will I'm revising inside my phone
I hopped inside my bed after knocking some crawlers off
Instead of why you took so long, I asked God if he'll take me home
But thank God I'm in my room again
Just how I left it
I can't believe I left my room so messy
This can't be the symptoms of depression
Cause when I'm in your presence it ain't present
But thank God I'm in my room again



Credits
Writer(s): Charlesworth Browne
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