Madonna Lily/Psychotria Elata

Pure as angel dust these Heaven's petals in the sun
They glisten like a magnum opus and your beauty is bar none
Sweet like citrus and you got a sour punch but that's okay
Cause I like sipping lemonade, with a little bit of quila
We can laugh the night away, take the psilocybin
Watch the stars light up the sky, steady cooling vibing
Smoking riding always writing I'm enchanted by the way you fly
I guess I'm just a pilot try to rise above and always be the highest
Your Highness, we should go outside, teach me about your life so
I can be the best you'll ever have and always be your rider
All you gotta do is speak and I get lost up in your spell, and
You feel like Heaven I don't have to worry about your Hells at least
That's what I thought but
I don't care about your tainted wings, I can wash them off
I can help you find the innocence that you think that you lost
I look for angels inside of demons who hide behind the fear
Girls that wake up every day and say they wanna disappear
I know you better than you know yourself, Lilium Candidum
Manifest the blooming till you're happy with who've you become
Skies are a fusion blue and yellow, see again
With a little bit of green to heal all of your pain again
The moon and sun have reunited you can feel the light again
All I see are madonna lilies just dipped in blood
Paradigm shift and now I'm drowning in the mud

Whore of Babylon she rip into my skin again
Razor-sharp claws to tear my chest and eat my heart again
Defending you is like a dead-end, watch the dark descent
Deified by hornblende, hellbound and you're devil sent
Impale the icicle right through my soul and now I'm condemned
By all these wounds that just won't heal
What should I do?
Maybe find a place to lay to rest and watch the harvest moon
Maybe find some grace away from pests cause I feel picayune
Or I'll face the crows that's in my nest go back to my cocoon
You're a skinwalker cause your eyes are so reptilian
My brain always forgets your face I really wonder why that is
Shape shifting succubus to suck the blood of innocents
I was poisoned by another so you got big shoes to fill in
Twisted fragments of my mind decide to make everyone villains
Even when I look in mirrors all I see are demons within
Wish that I could switch my brain off and find a way
To escape all of the rainy days up in my mental space but
I'm fixated on your sedation I guess I'll breathe it in
Use me like a toy and throw me away when you're done with sins
Obsessive borderline who's haunted by all these compulsions
Yin and yang and black and grey it doesn't matter I have fallen
From the Heavens or from Hell, they're the same distance
Everyday is vertigo so everything just feels so different
Jumping off the bridge you did this to me acting distant
But I come right back, I can't get enough, you know me too well
Always looking through me call my bluff
Whore of Babylon I'll rip into your skin this time
Leave you all the same scars and bruises that you left on mine
In another world line, maybe you and I were different
Maybe I wasn't a victim of limerence just looking for a kiss and
I could go about my day without thinking about your lips and
Everything you have to offer
Make me a martyr cause I don't have enough to barter
Make me a martyr I am not enough to barter
Explode like Capelinhos watch the black snow drift away
You can't rise from the ashes if you've never burned in the flame
But I won't become from the dust, I'll be reborn in the blaze