Fun-Loving Guy

I find it strange that I find it strange
To say "I love you" although I do
I like the distance but from this distance
There's things I cannot say

I can't rewind time
Although it plays over in my mind
With all these lessons I have learned
How to keep some stones unturned

Cause in the morning I'll be fine
I won't need to waste anyone's time, you can
Share your darkness but I won't share mine
I will be your fun-loving guy

I want to make you smile
To think of life as happy
I can't do that if I were to
Show the sadness that's in me

If you say you want to know
At most I'll share a bit then lie and say "I've let it go"
Cause I don't want to bring you down, down
I wear this mask proud

Cause in the morning I'll be fine
I won't need to waste anyone's time
You can share your darkness, I won't share mine
I will stay your fun-loving guy
Yes I will, stay your fun-loving guy

I don't want to break the surface
Struggling is not man's purpose
Don't need your judgments to confirm that
I'm weak as hell, that I'm weak as hell, that I'm weak

But in the morning I'll be fine
And I won't need to waste anyone's time
You can share your darkness I won't mind
But I'll be your fun-loving guy
Yes I will be your fun-loving guy
Yes I will stay your fun-loving guy