Lablanc Freestyle (rain version)

My mental health got me questioning my sanity
Choose a vibe for the day is it depressed numb or panicky
Lay in bed until I'm late for work
Staring at my phone like distractions gone erase the hurt
Compare myself until I'm minimized
Spit in the face of the man in the mirror
I ain't shaved since late July
But let's just act like I'm getting better
Is it failure or is it zenith
I press these questions in my head they wake me when I'm sleeping
Wasted time chasing food can't believe I ain't eating
The weight of all the what ifs will break me every evening
I'm on a trip in my living room
Shit
Cop a zip come to grips with what I've lived through
I been on the edge just one more push might make a break through
You lived what I lived just one more push might fucking break you

Got me questioning my sanity
Bracing for the hurricane got a notebook for a canopy
Got me questioning my sanity
Too many leaches in this bitch Man I found some in my family

Empathy's earned on the first
Life's a buffet but I can't pay what the plates are worth
Blame my existence like I asked for birth
Blame my existence like I asked for birth

Got me questioning my sanity
Choose a vibe for the day is it depressed numb or panicky
I'm still questioning my sanity
Bracing for the hurricane got a notebook for a canopy



Credits
Writer(s): Corey Loveless
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