A Midnight Hallucination

Acceptance
Is the key
But I'm living
In denial

Hear a song that
Brings me back
Then I start to
Miss your smile

There's no love
There's no trust
There's no we
There's no us

Yes these melodies
Get harder and
My heart can
Not adjust

Close my eyes, let
The night consume
Me, please don't
Take me back

All these memories
And moments
Turn me to
A maniac

This the furthest
That I've fallen
Highest that I've
Had to climb

Guess that everyone
Was lying, when
They said that
In due time

It gets harder
By the minute
Feeling weaker
Every hour

Can't distinguish
My emotions
And I'm losing
All my power

Rest my head
Pray I'll drift
Off fast, no need
To reminisce

But my love for
You won't die
And all these
Feelings can't resist

In my dreams
I hear you
In my dreams
I'm near you
In my dreams
You're here too
Please don't
Disappear too

Always in
My dreams
And forever
In my heart

Didn't need the
Type of love I
Give, that's why
We drift apart

Wasn't quite how
I envisioned
Wasn't nothing
How I hoped

Could have put
Our pasts behind
Us, reach the
Coastline and eloped

Sunsets to
Sunrise
Long days to
Long nights

Conversations
And discussions
Don't remember
Any fights

I remember tears
Had fallen, but
They weren't
By my design

Tried to tell me
You'd be happy
But I knew that
You were lying

Couldn't sway
Your heart to
See the things, I
Always saw in you

Much more
Beauty underneath
And yet she
Never had a clue

Kept her heart
In a cage
Like a fragile
Little bird

Haven't thought
Of no one else
I don't care what
You have heard

May be in a
Different city
Or she's finally
Left the state

Did you make it
Out to Boston
Because you
Needed to escape

Separated by these
Circumstances
Choices we
Keep making

But my love for
You is genuine
No need for
No mistaking

In my dreams
I hear you
In my dreams
I'm near you
In my dreams
You're here too
Please don't
Disappear too