I.H.L V2

Tell me how
You feel
Because I can't
Tell if it's real

You don't know
What you have done
So I guess I've
Got to run

Fighting these
Emotions, I
Think back, try
To fight that

Been a while
Since we've talked
You hit me up
Don't like that

Contemplating
Texting back
Decisions, let me
Write them down

Always so
Emotional
Whenever I get
To my hometown

Day by day, my
Choices seem to
Stop my progress
Evolution

Thought that cutting
Out those toxins
Was the simplest
Solution

Never solve the
Mystery, the
Secret of
UNOWN

Build my castle
Fortify the walls
Now please
Leave me alone

I done played
Myself, I'm so
Damn foolish, knew
From the beginning

I'm sure you dropped
A couple hints, but
I guess I didn't
Fucking listen

Fell into a trap
I laid myself, I'm
Wounded, and
I'm bleeding

And like I said
Proceed with
Caution, if you're
Ever fucking reading

Keep my heart
In a chest
But ain't nowhere
On my body

My imagination
Won again, I
Knew you
Was a copy

Nothing new
Just a pattern
Guess I never
Really learn

See my friends
Embrace their
Future, and I wonder
When's my turn

Kept up in the
Darkness, guess
My shine will
Never flourish

Yea the path
That I have chosen
Is so lonely
I'm a tourist

Never set up
Shop, I'm back
To hiding, keeping
To my lonesome

You can try to
Get to know me
Yea the closest's
Through these poems

I hate love
And all the
Things that
It entails

Guess I went the
Wrong direction
Turned around by
All these trails

Now I've spun
Around, I'm back
To center, still so
Out of balance

Yea I should have
Left much sooner
Because you gave
Too many chances

In a time gap
Stuck on one
Frame, am I living
Life on repeat

Yea this shouldn't
Be a battle, but
I hate how much
We compete

Do I have to spill
My soul to finally
Find out what's
The meaning

Yea my sister
Said stop searching
It'll come, but
I stay feening

I stay up and
Then I contemplate
Take back all
Those decisions

Yea I knew those
Words were wasted
Took for granted
Short filled wishes

Empty promises
And tainted dreams
I guess I'm my
Own villain

Built up all of
These illusions
Should have known
It all was fiction

Yea a child
Such an infant
So oblivious
And blind

Too complacent
With your status
Love with me is
Hard to find

I'm a spectacle
A monument
No ordinary being

Yea I knew all of
Those times we
Spent were nothing
To believe in

I mean
I hate love

I mean
I hate love

I mean
I hate love

I mean
I hate love

I mean
I hate love

I mean
I hate love

I mean
I hate love

I mean
I hate love

I mean
I hate love

I mean
I hate love

I mean
I hate love

I mean
I hate love