Ad Meliora (feat. Zamasue17)

I know that I will find my way
Moving toward better days
I found my pride
Pushed it aside
But still, you're in my face
You were always in the way
Drowning in your pain
Hear you loud and clear
Baby, you cant see the change
Probably stuck up in your ways
Caught up in a daze
Caught up in memories
Whenever you see my face
And it's deadly to us
It's deadly to me
It's detrimental to our trust
I wish you could see

What we could be
This could be the fairytale
You always had dreamed
We could be
Free
But this is reality
And in your reality
You stay getting mad at me
And I don't know why
Because I was a daddy's girl
I'd give you the world

How ironic
So dishonest
Always lying
Cheating
Why you leaving
How you robbed the truth
Then deny the proof

Robbed the truth from me
I used to be
So gullible when it comes to you
But now I know

When she's gone
Theres no hope
Cuz who am I
Without my mama
You don't know
And that's the problem
I stay low key
You don't know me
Anymore
You're stuck
In the past
And our love has burned and crashed

Oh, baby
This is crazy

Day after day
You just lie and lie
And I can't count all the times you tried
I know
And I
lost hope

I tried
For years
I cried
I feared
I ran from you
When you were here
And now it hurts
And I can't say shit
It's all my fault
So I'm replacing
This doubt
With self love
Im selfish just because
It's what I seem to need
To be at peace
So I indulge
I can't figure out
What you get from teasing me
But daddy, I am more than pleased to leave
A letter to my pops.