Implosion (feat. Zamasue17)

Out of all my blessings
You were the only exception
The one I can't let go of
Without having second guessed
Whether or not you love me
Maybe I'll see you again
I know that shit got ugly
And I wish it never ended
Now I lost you as a lover
Maybe friends is
The best option for us
To save us from the resentment

Deep down I've been imploding
I can feel my heart eroding
And I know this feeling is O.D.
But I know this healing will mold me
Hold me
Close to you

Show me how to love your truth
Show me how to hide my pain
I need to grind more by the day
Find more
Truth in me
Used to be
Just you and me

All I got is me and eye
P.C.Z, my starting 5
Pieces to the puzzle
The stars aligned
Sharpened our minds
And reset time

Aligned with you
Confined to how blind I was to truth
Realized I had time to break the loop
And I've tried to deny my love for you
Intertwined with love
I've been drowning in your aura
Can't get enough
Can't wait to explore
All the downs and ups
But keep you around for what

I don't trust
I can't love
And I've had enough of your shit
I've been up
Only without you
Baby, I've been so sick of it
Wanna call it quits
I'll wave my flag
Gotta get up
Flip some stacks
Get my money up because my love was all I had
Broken pockets cuz I'm focused on you
Gotta stop it cuz
I am living proof
I'm made of gold
I hope you know
That this here is true love
Me, myself
The booth
The mic
And my Zama, wassup
Wassup
Wassup
Wassup
Do you even know what love is
Do you even know what I've been through
Do you even know my love's legit
I'm the shit
I've been witty
My whole fucking life
But nobody's been with me
No, not for this fight

But out of all my blessings
You were the only exception
The one I can't let go of without having second guessed
Whether or not you love me
Maybe I'll see you again
I know that shit got ugly
And I wish it never ended
Now I lost you as a lover
Maybe friends is
The best option for us
To save us from the resentment
Deep down I've been imploding
I can feel my heart eroding