Struggles

Only want success, being blessed with money
But lately I be on my feelings tryna make me happy
Been dealing with my problems, since the day when she left me
I really fucking thought she's the one from beginning
Now I'm all alone, gave it all what I got
Deep down on my soul, she had it what she want
Now I'm all broken need a healer for my heart
Carrying all these pain I just lost all my trust
Moved out from Korea went to new place in Ohio
New places, new faces, that means new lifestyle
Had to take a risk, I ain't got no fucking option
Thinking 'bout myself, and my fam, it's a long road
Damn
Real life this is it
Struggles from the past
Now it's here back again
Took a lotta break
Now I'm back this is it
Only got myself in the end, better win

I read this one quote and it says
To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did
And yea that's meaningful to me
Cause I'm in a point in my life
Where I have to take a risk to get whatever I need
There's no other options, there's no other choices
It's just the only thing I need to do in order for me to succeed
I have to do it

I gotta make it happen for my mom
She sacrificed a life, now it's time to do the same
If I make it then I'm swearing, never take for granted
Only want to serve on their plates when I'm winning

And that girl just left me hanging
She said she gotta focus on herself and I respect it
But how you gon' hang out with another, now you clowning
Used to be my queen, what the fuck just happened

Life's going fast
I was just about to blink another shit passed
I ain't got no break, please help me with my thoughts
Really be on suicidal lately with my notes

I feel like nobody can help me
When I tried my best, lift myself, like the old me
Stuck with my depression, and anxiety
Yea I'm down, and I'm done, but I'm still going

Gotta keep on moving, even tho life is hard, gotta keep on trying
I can't wait to get back on my feet start to levitate
Cause even back then I always elevate
Have to flip my mindset, and start meditate
Yea I gotta fix the capital of my mindstate
Staying healthy making sure my body straight
Then I'm bouncing back again cause I have my fate

Cause I have my faith



Credits
Writer(s): Kevin Park
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