Who am I?

Now who am I to say that I am better than you
I know I'm not but we all just have some different views
No I'm not perfect
It's perception
Yeah it's hurtin my vision
I see My worth but somethings missing
I see it in the distance
It's like a picture
Maybe painting
Cause it's all lookin blurry
Prolly cause this blueberry in my drink this bitch stirring
Now with every fucking word I say it just feels like I'm slurring
And every fuckin breath I take it just feels like it's burning
And every problem that I face I feel like it was deserving
But that's the way that life goes
Don't get lost and deserted
Man why the fuck they out here acting like some friends when they perpin
Remember trust your instincts
Don't let em in unless you certain

This could have been a lullaby until you killed the baby
I told you that I'm leaving and I know you can't replace me
You told me I'd remember, but my memory is hazy
I always did the most still you always acted strangely
Fuck the fake love shit that shit don't even phase me
You fuck everyone so you can mentally erase me
Worse comes to worse you find another to replace me
But no one is me baby you know you can't replace