Will it ever end

Demons fly around me like a ghost in the night
Time will tell my story if I put up a fight

But death is always coming
With the ghost in the night

And at this point
I've lost my joy
I head into the light

And Everday's the same when every day you feel low
I used to wanna be something have something show
I question more and more now my thoughts going slow
I walk through the dark to find my way back home
Cause apathy dictates all my loses and wins
It's always a losing battle when you can't find your zen
And when I'm finally happy I get brought down again
By a past mistake, I made tell me will it ever end

Demons fly around me like a ghost in the night
Time will tell my story if I put up a fight
But death is always coming
With the ghost in the night
And at this point
I've lost my joy
I head into the light

I've been always steady working on my music in the night
Every time I see a demon
Stab it's back
I grab the knife
I've been fighting in this war for way too long
And I'm alright
I got used to all this rain and now I love to go outside
I got used to all this pain and now I love the pain inside
And I don't know if I'm insane or if I'm stuck inside my mind
And I've been taking all these pills just so I can slow the time
I'm afraid that I need help
I'm afraid that I can't beat it
I feel my life is like a book and on the top shelf I can't reach it
I can't talk about my feeling because I like to keep em secret

Demons fly around me like a ghost in the night
Time will tell my story if I put up a fight
But death is always coming
With the ghost in the night
And at this point
I've lost my joy
I head into the light