In My Zone

Yeah, this one goes out to all them motherfuckers
Who think they know who the fuck I am...
Cos people don't know shit
So you gotta check this one
This'll be the motherfucking case-stud
You know what I'm saying?
So, feel this...

Yo, in order to get me, you gotta know my story
It ain't a tale of glory
Social integration failed for me
To me, human relations always felt corny
People quickly bore me
Trying my patience sorely
I was on the fringes but in order to gain financially
You first gotta gain socially
Most notably
You gotta know to keep
Your mouth shut, nothing like how I was known to be
That's why in the beginning I ate nothing
However, slowly moved up to eating shit
When all of the sudden
I had plenty
Had to count every penny
Broke up with Jenny
Stomach growling, empty
Pockets, no one would lend me
A hand, see, what I had to understand
Was, there are not too many
People with the same vitae
Had to find a unique way
To get where I wanted to be
Ever since I've been conniving at life, man
Let's just call it surviving
Diving into stupid shit
But always striving for the good life
Always fighting so how could I not win
Came from nothing
Motherfucking busting
My ass off to make the best of this fiasco
So, when it came to my last call
I knew there'd be doubt cast on
My chances of success
Will he crash or—man, I fucking smashed, boy!
Transformed my shit like Hasbro
And improved my cashflow
What's funny is
Ever since I know where the money is
The cunts are just
Acting like I'm some poncey bitch
Some unexpected twist this is
When all I wanna tell ya when I'm talking business is
Look at how the misfit did
If you did just
Listen for a minute, bitch
Maybe you could get the gist of it, shit
Instead, all you have to offer is unconstructive criticism
That's just not what friendship is, "friend"

So fickidy-fuck you
I'm trying to be not you
Did spin a plot to
Stand out, no need to approve
Confirmation is when I look at you
Can't change the station cos, damn, I spit the truth
Preach! And let it be known...
Each! And everyone's gone...
Peaked! Boy, I'm in my zone...
(I said)
So fickidy-fuck you
I'm trying to be not you
Did spin a plot to
Stand out, no need to approve
Confirmation is when I look at you
Can't change the station cos, damn, I spit the truth
Preach! And let it be known...
Each! And everyone's gone...
Peaked! Boy, I'm in my zone...

That's why I had to peel off
Relying on my real dawgs
Put emphasis on real talk
Steering clear of
Every one that appears off
Cutting off dead weight
Hold your applause
I'm still in bad shape
I'm trying to focus on the positive
Give you my view like a columnist
I put my heart in this
Broken record, know no better
Can't be bothered with
Whatever troubles your soul
Troubles of my own
Got me troubled, not knowing
What's in store for me
So what do you bitches want from me?
Right now, I can't afford to be
Open-minded
Losing my grip
That's why I got to be selfish
Hard to find
However, I promise the minute I'm established
I will manage and make time
Meanwhile, I'm just trying to control the damage
That's three years ago, some did vanish
Some have been appreciative
Fuck everyone who masqueraded
Because some showed me that ain't nothing faded
It's like nothing has changed
There's nothing to explain
No complaints
They're the ones who got my unconditional loyalty
Long as blood pumps through my veins
Fuck chumps who say my name in vain
Cos who the fuck is you to have an opinion?
At least I know about my weaknesses
And can afford to live with it
I know some smile at my accomplishments
Cos it doesn't meet the standards they have set
Well, take offence
Cos in my view all you pussies do is warm the bench...
(Yeah, bitch-ass motherfuckers... fuck y'all)
Cos bitch, in my view all you pussies do is warm the bench...

So, here goes: once and for all
I don't want you to call
Whether you stand or fall
Don't give a damn at all
This used to be a plan, that's all
But now it's coming to reality
So what's the matter, B?
Can't stand when they don't batter me
Mad at me?
Or just about the fact that I became the better me?
Climbed up the latter, Jesus
Enjoying a pleasant breeze? Just
Speak your mind like Anne-Marie does
Where would that leave us?
Honestly, I don't think I really need "us"
Yeah, I'm positive from crashing on the floor
To laying on that futon
To having peace of mind on a box-spring
It roughened me
Enabling me to make something from nothing
So, whatever's in the offing, I'm on the upswing
Just when you think I'm down, huh, that's when I win
If you was really my friend
You were supportive of me instead of contemplating...

So fickidy-fuck you
I'm trying to be not you
Did spin a plot to
Stand out, no need to approve
Confirmation is when I look at you
Can't change the station cos, damn, I spit the truth
Preach! And let it be known...
Each! And everyone's gone...
Peaked! Boy, I'm in my zone...
So fickidy-fuck you
I'm trying to be not you
Did spin a plot to
Stand out, no need to approve
Confirmation is when I look at you
Can't change the station cos, damn, I spit the truth
Preach! And let it be known...
Each! And everyone's gone...
Peaked! Boy, I'm in my zone...