Hard 2 Survive

All of this heartache I'm feeling
I swear it's so hard not to cry
Sometimes I'm too weak for this living
I promised my mama I'd try
It feel like I'm living a lie
I know that I'm living a lie
It feel like I'm living a lie
I know that I'm living a lie
They made it so hard to survive
They made it too hard to survive
I gave my all to this shit
For all of my G's that have died
They made it so hard to survive
They made it too hard to survive
I gave my all to this shit
For all of my G's that have died

These demons constantly haunting me, I can't sleep in peace and that's facts
I remember when they told me if I want somethin', all I gotta do is just ask
I feel my dreams outta grasp, and reality is I feel worthless
Conversation with this purp, tryin' to figure out my purpose
And I find healing, but the pain resurface, even been to a few churches
There was nights I ain't have nowhere to go, sleeping with one eye open hella nervous
Checking for security, at the airport like I'm bouta catch a flight
But it's the only place that I feel half way safe, so I stay there for the night
It was hard times I was living, flashbacks of seasons changing
Another Christmas in prison, headed to the hole getting sanctioned
Said if I want it have patience, well the patience bouta run thin
I feel I'm bouta explode, like I mixed tequila, weed henny and gin

All of this heartache I'm feeling
I swear it's so hard not to cry
Sometimes I'm too weak for this living
I promised my mama I'd try
It feel like I'm living a lie
I know that I'm living a lie
It feel like I'm living a lie
I know that I'm living a lie
They made it so hard to survive
They made it too hard to survive
I gave my all to this shit
For all of my G's that have died
They made it so hard to survive
They made it too hard to survive
I gave my all to this shit
For all of my G's that have died