M <3

As of recently
You know that all of my thoughts they bother me
I've been giving praise to my demons because they follow me
I been done with bitches but you know they always call on me
Am i wrong or is it all the bad bitches that fall for me

I can't see the other side, the greater good, so fuck it all
They wonder why i'm mad it's coz my brain been climbing up the wall
When i get my money stack it up you know i'm standing tall
I been tryna focus off the motherfucking adderall

I can't seem to fathom it
My brain i keep on damaging
I don't know how i'm managing
My heart it keeps on staggering

I got out the plan again
Then laid out another one
The one with the golden gun
I'm not just doing this for fun

Destiny is in the sun
I'm doing this all for my mum
Tie your shoes you better run
Into your hole back in the slums

Back in the slums haha
I'm the one that you have shunned
You're the one i would've gunned

Writing bars im sitting at the tree down by the lake
Half 9 in the morning, the whole night i'd been awake
I don't think you really see what you put up for stake
Tell me how much more suffering and pain that this will take

Sorry bout the past but there is nothing i could do
Every single passing day, it was fucking spent witchu
You know you were one but i always felt like two
Look at all the shit that you've fucking put me through

That you fucking put me through
So i left it in the past
Now i'm spending all my cash
Coz i know that time don't last

I'm investing it real fast
All the questions i have asked
Got me to a better place
Now i got a better taste

In the rhythm in the rhyme
That's a crime that's fine
I was sipping on the wine
I been tripping all the time

You been slipping all the time
Guess you're not mopping your thoughts
Why you tryna get on top
When i'm tryna make it stop

Yo yahweh why you been going so mad
I'm sorry bro i'm just tryna make a bag
But nothing really working i don't really know
Student to teacher one day i will show

All of you fuckers that i deserve this
Bitch i'm not saying i am perfect
I worked hard it's been a year working
In the dark you know i been lurking

What the fuck i got none to be sad about i'm mad as hell
Look at them they scared as fuck i'm finally coming out my shell
All of confidence built in my dna, big up michelle
44 Preacher you know that this shits for life aswell



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Writer(s): Jon Ithell
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