Long Ago

It was so long ago
Since i seen your face
I was so broken and i just needed space
I was happy even with your grace
I think she put her potion in the pills they're laced

With her loving, effection and all of her qualities
Kinda see now why you weren't the true one for me
All of this time i've not been feeling lovely
Trust me this isn't how i wanted it to be

Trust me, could you not see how much i cared
My mental took over when you disappeared
A battle of conscious control with your head
Took over for me, found comfort in my bed

Please just be quiet i know what's been said
Sometime i'd rather just be in my head
Than talk about problems then being mislead
To thinking i'm okay, i'm already dead

I'm already dead
I can feel it in my head
I know what's been said
I know what's been said

She said I feel the pain boy
Well let me heal you, let me conceal you
From all of your troubles
Be in our own bubble

We'll deal with our addiction
Live in our own fiction
We got that friction, don't need no prediction
We're perfect thats given, work hard make a living

See you in the distance
We're co-excisting
Fuck that good riddance
Breaking down man I need some assistance

Taking every single thing to its limits
All the pain just comes back in a minute
I been breaking my flow like I break biscuits
When I get bored All I do is just fidget

I know Im the problem
Dont know how to solve em
My minds thinking redeem
My brains telling me run

Run into the sun and don't look back
Dont really know why im feeling like that
Cursed from birth it just seems like that
I didn't deserve anything I got

Now I'm living like this
What the fuck do I got
I been putting money straight into my pot
Just to create this EP and give it a shot
Dont look back, no regrets they think I lost the plot