Wayward Passion

I'm addiction
I am everything you used to forget your life
The alcohol, the drugs, your wrist and a knife
Everything you used to pretend that your life has a price
Hahaha what have you brought me this time?

Addiction is a prick, I know it ain't no myth
It'll get inside your head and that's where it's gonna live
From the day you first try until the day you die
You're bound to live a lie that you'll feel better inside
If you just have one more
That's the last one, I swear

It'll take over, it will completely consume you
It'll make you forget everything that you used to do
It's all about the addiction now 'cause you've already lost
You've given it all up, but do you really know the cost?
(Everything)
Your family, your loved ones, your soulmate
They're already diminishing
They don't give me the rush, nothing felt in my core
They don't really do much for me, I'm itching for more
'Cause what matters more than the buzz honestly?
Absolutely nothing
And now you're dead and gone because you went and OD'd
But even in your grave you'll be thinking "well what do they owe me?"
Delusions of grandeur, I'm gonna buy a mansion in New Hampshire
I believe that I'm a deity, mere mortals at my feet
Bow down to me 'cause that's the way I want it to be
Even if it's all in my head, that's all that really matters
What about when I wake up? What? I'm not worried about after
There is no tomorrow 'cause I will drown in my sorrows
It's all gonna go away, I promise
I promise, I promise, I promise
It's gonna be okay, keep telling myself
Day after day, it's gonna be okay
Get out of my head!