To Whom It May Concern

To whom it may concern
It's all your fault for the way that I've turned out
You know who you are

To whom it may concern
It's all because of you that I'm dead inside
To whom it may concern
It's all because of you that I'm happy I'm alive
Depends on who I'm talking to
But either way it's all because of you

It's all because of you that I've never felt so loved in my life
It makes me so happy to to think
That one day I'll be able to call you my wife
(But on the flip side)
It's all because of you, you fuckin' piece of shit
That I've had to live most of my life like this
Feeling like I'm nothing more than just a broken stick in a ditch
Or piss in the wind (But on the flip side)
It's all because of you that I'm so grateful to have a second try
You saved me from myself when I was at my worst attempting suicide
And it's all thanks to you that I learned everything from existing
Down to unbridled persisting
Without all the people who put me through or
Helped me through my struggles, I would just be a big jumbled mess
Remember to stay grateful, remember to stay humble
'Cause one day it might all just crumble out from under you

To whom it may concern, it's all your fault
That now I'm in heaven
To whom it may concern, it's all your fault
That now I'm in hell

And alcohol, it's all because of you
That I've wasted so many years of my life
Having a midlife crisis from the age of 21 to 25
But then I like to sit back ruminate and
Think about all the bad decisions that I have made
Everything that went wrong to make me who I am today
But then I think
Maybe it's on my fault for the way the things have turned out
Maybe it's my fault that you are dead
Maybe it's all because of me that you're an alcoholic
Damn
Maybe it's all my fault