When I Die (feat. Xstitch)

Lure me and I'll prophesize
Torn apart, I'm feeling broken inside
Lyin' on my back, I'm bombarded with questions like am I alright
My death is imminent, I'm smothered in your ignorance
You've left me unsupervised with a whole set of knives
Guess who's dying tonight

Yeah, you think you know pain
Just take a day in of this
I think I'm runnin' outta room on my wrist (okay)
Suppression almost impossible
Watch me pick up a bottle, and throw this all out the window

Feelin' like I'm lit up inside, is this what livin' is like?
There has to be a better way is what I'm tryin' to find
And if this really is life, I gotta find a way out
Get out, get out, get out, get out

I spent so much just thinkin' how to kill myself
Bullet or a belt or overdosing on a pill
I gotta brick up on the pedal, and there ain't no way I'm slowing down
Aye, looks like it's freedom for me

Yeah, you think you know pain
Just take a day in of this
You never could, it'd have you runnin' out the room like a bitch
So get out, aye, yeah
So get out, aye, yeah

I know that I will lose this war
The clock is counting down the seconds 'til I hit the floor
I can't wait for when I die, save me from my own life
Please, put out of my misery
I'm dying inside, I can't wait for when I die
Save me from my own life
Depression engulfing me utterly
I'm drowning inside my own mind

Blacked out, closed door, legs bruised, bed sores
Bleeding on my room floor, feeling rotten to the core
I can't escape my own desire to take the fall
Slit writs blade dull, fuck yo' bitch, end it all
Ambulance make the call, feelin' like I'm one foot tall
Can't take the damage, and I'm all out of time

Fuck your good life
Fuck your good life
Can't take the damage, and I'm all out of time
I can't wait for when I die, save me from my own life
Please, put out of my misery
I'm dying inside, I can't wait for when I die
Save me from my own life
Depression engulfing me utterly
I'm drowning inside my own mind

Fuck your good life
Fuck your good life
Can't take the damage, and I'm all out of time



Credits
Writer(s): John Illingworth, Aaron Carstensen
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