Skin

I hate this life I live
I'm suffocating from within
The severed ties the broken bond
You're quick to post when you hear I'm gone
Just you wait and see
All days will still have to end
I guess you weren't there for me
But we were more then just friends
How could you lie through you teeth
You keep on playing pretend
I didn't die on my knees
I couldn't do this again
By now I'm nothing to you
More like a distant memory
And now there's terrible news
You're shocked you're in disbelief
I keep repeating my self
What do you not comprehend
When I am destined for hell
My soul is fucking condemned

Don't give a fuck what you've said cause I am better then this
I felt the heat of your breath and the sensation persists
To taste your lips was my death when It was more then a kiss
And now I'm cold in my bed I know I wouldn't be missed
It's like I have to die for anyone to notice me
You still don't give a fuck you have no sense of empathy
I had to cut the ties and I had to break away from your grasp
You're still a mess you're still holding on to who I was in the past

I hate this skin I'm in you've left me feeling so insecure
The love I thought I felt is more then I have ever deserved

I don't mind
If you cut me out my skin
I need it so bad
I don't mind
If you cut me out my skin
I need it so bad

I wouldn't mind if you slit my fucking throat right here
The times gone on and the less I've felt compressed by fear
My brain is tired and i'm still thinking of a million words
When I'm ready I will die but on my own terms

I fucking hate the fake ass people who are just like you
They'll only love me when I'm gone cause its the cool thing to do
They gonna tell me how they loved me in the comments for me
Baby where the fuck were you then when I was fucking breathing

I hate this skin I'm in you've left me feeling so insecure
The love I thought I felt is more then I have ever deserved

I don't mind
If you cut me out my skin
I need it so baI don't mind
If you cut me out my skin
I need it so bad