I'm Sorry, I'm Trying

When summer feels like February
Alone stuck in my misery
I thought of watching out the window for snow
But the only thing I saw was the kids on the road

Then it got to me
Why am I feeling like this?
I recollect the parts of my past and go
To my therapist to talk about who?

Myself or my consciousness
Ambitions or the endlessness
Priorities and medicines
Why being myself as a kid was so wrong?

Why did I always think I was on the wrong?
For every single thing happening at home.
Why is this thing stuck in me to this day?
How did the feel of fear turn into hate?

I recalled all you said
I'll remember everything you said
I will take care of myself
I just got home and I'm still the same



Credits
Writer(s): Athanasios Lois
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