I Saw God In My Mistakes

Who are you to speak of better days?
When they're all full of fear
Who are you to judge every mistake?
Your words are not even clear

And I heard that you found a way
To make everything okay
A priest told me to burn a cross instead
But I think he was in fear

Cause I've met a man
Staring at my heart
He said wait for the sun
He told me I could go, but we waited in the dark
And when the first sunray showed he turned into dust
Was that a sight I had?

I saw god in my mistakes
The unforgiveness was handed to me
And I used it all up on me
To fill my empty heart with bullets

Where's the part of my act?
When will I perform?
I think I'm not included.

But when the night comes again
We'll have a cigarette
And talk about renewing.

My contract with life, so I get one more try
My contract with life, to have a happy life
My contract with life, so I can feel alive
My contract with life, so father I

Start life again
So I start again

Start again

Wish I could start again
But he never appeared again