Suicide Slide

Back with a vengeance burying my skeletons
Full of adrenaline and consequences...
And the tension is real as fuck
And I'mma need a little prayer and a whole lotta luck

If you get down, like I get down
You know we aint the type of cats that fuck around
When a situation gets hot, Handle It!
All jammed up, man I didn't sign up for this...

But I should have been the bigger man,should have done a lot of things...
Coulda, woulda, shoulda, shit... that almost killed me fam...
So I sing and I rap and I'll smack any asshat that ever comes at me like that...
But today I"m on a path of change, And too often I find it strange

In so many ways, I'm amazed... I'm even capable of holding in all this rage
Today I make moves in the world with meaning, and purpose
And love, and as long as I'm breathing...
And my heart keeps beating and bleeding
I'mma soldier on... to the great beyond

I've been alone for so long
I've written song, after song, after song and it always feels wrong
I'm trying to find my... "ride or die" tonight
You wanna come with me and slide into my suicide?

When you're woke the sleep don't come easy
Between the daydream'n and the sleepless evenings
I'm just here trying to heal and be better than yesterday
And you know what they say...

You don't know what you have till it's gone...
But having that threatened lemme tell you homey. is a close second...
Bless Up if you ever messed up
I will hold my hand high and will testify

To the human condition, believe in superstition
But the fact remains... it doesn't really change my position...
I'm too old for this shit...
All hell breaks loose, and I wanna call it quits...

I've had enough... been through too much
I can't take this pressure, my spirit is crushed...
Enough is enough... Guidance from above...
Light and love!

I've been alone for so long
I've written song, after song, after song and it always feels wrong...
I'm trying to find my... "ride or die" tonight
You wanna come with me and slide into my suicide?

Even though skies are blue... I'm still blue on the inside...
Bad news got me grippin the pen tight...
Dark clouds like a shroud I'm lost
Move foul with a frown, gulp down the sauce...

Bad luck tend to follow since the kid was born...
Yeah it's why I wear my shame like a crown of thorns
Blood flows through the soul in a spiritual sense
Man I gotta stay alive till i'm considered the best

Now I know I done bad but I done paid my dues...
Still searching for the answers cuz I'm seeking the truth
Aye, lies and deceit come from liars and creeps
Yeah we all try'n to eat but they conspire to cheat

Took a bunch of ails heart frozen cold
That's why my pain receptors on overload
Always mad at the world out here doing the most
Got me flicking off like I caught the holy ghost

I've been alone for so long
I've written song, after song, after song and it always feels wrong...
I'm trying to find my... "ride or die" tonight
You wanna come with me and slide into my suicide?