4 missed calls.

I did you wrong and I hate that, its certain shit up in this life that you can't back
You said you cried and I cried too
You always said you wouldn't leave me
Left scars on my heart so yeah I lied but shit you lied too
As i stare at these four walls, I just hope I get a call from you
Used to check my phone and see four missed calls
Hated myself cause' they was all from you
I got old heads telling me love come at a cost, so just careful payments always due
It was all for you, you don't love me no more
Can't surprise me by saying something I always knew

I thought I seen worth but I could say I was blind
What you showed me it was worse knew I was wasting my time
She a backstabber, ripped my heart from straight out my spine
Now I'm sitting here thinking bout" her spitting out rhymes
Brody told me that love might hurt, I took the chance now I regret it
Been broken on my journey so I put the mic first
Been holding tears so through this mic I'ma shed them
Soul stealers in my way I bet this four-five shred em'
Like a phone without a charger they move wock then ima dead em'
Grinding for mine, so mine come first
I done seen niggas dead from a bullet, so I'm running from that ride in a hearse
Mental pain come with emotions my mind been hurt
Search for the meaning of love, I gotta find mine first.
Head hurt I'm stressed out feel like my mind gon' burst
Clock moving closer to death I gotta find life first

We soldiers til' our expiration so life, hurts
Can't trust a soul I don't never move from what I heard
Battles in my head though you can't see it take my word
Cold block of cells cut my chest, like an iceberg

Digging myself a grave
Cant be afraid of the outcome no, cause' I made myself this way
Broken by the venom of a snake, already had my cold ways
Broke heart gone she left me without one
Losing myself i need some shit that I can smile from
Don't ask me bout' my feelings see I learned to keep my mouth shut
I am who I am til' I'm gone from the ground up
Chasing love on a cold heart, toxic up in the home
We still had love but that's a cold start
Memories in my dome, might do you wrong
Said I wasn't here to hurt you
I got the torch passed down that's what that hurt could do

I did you wrong and I hate that, its certain shit up in this life that you can't back
You said you cried and I cried too
You always said you wouldn't leave me
Left scars on my heart so yeah I lied but shit you lied too
As i stare at these four walls, I just hope I get a call from you
Used to check my phone and see four missed calls
Hated myself cause' they was all from you

I could never show love
Everytime I give my heart I start to see them telling lies
I miss my brother TayTay he was there and then he died
How you say you love you don't even know my heart
I come from the trenches I could never show love
I was sixteen, I watched my dawg get knocked off
You ever lost a homie, had him dead in your arms
Sometimes I just wish that I could call him, but he gone
I know a bunch of lost souls
I know, I can't trust none of these bitches
Trust me I know, homie died with he stick he in the crossroads
How dare you play with me, why would you stab me in my back knowing I play for keeps
Oh lord, and I can hear the devil calling outside
I can hear the devil calling me
That's why I never show love, that's why I never show love

I did you wrong and I hate that, its certain shit up in this life that you can't back
You said you cried and I cried too
You always said you wouldn't leave me
Left scars on my heart so yeah I lied but shit you lied too
As i stare at these four walls, I just hope I get a call from you
Used to check my phone and see four missed calls
Hated myself cause' they was all from you