patiently waiting.

Patiently waiting for this pain to be over
I quit them drugs but life making it hard for me to stay sober
Closer to heaven after every second I'm getting closer, closer
Feeling like I'm trapped in a closure

My mind speak to me so I say nothing back
He scared to die outside, no shame in keeping his gat
Never got hit by one, he cross the street with his mac 10
He tryna' make some breesh off the back end
No keeping your strap in, not when a nigga threaten your life
Just think of all the years gone and your mother gon' cry
You could save that pain, you can save them tears
You can save them years
Never let em' play and watch your back approach it with no fear

I'm begging stay with me
Shit been on my mind lately
Fucking with my brain, really ain't been having time lately
All this shit we did know you still mine baby
I been through war my whole life I'm just tryna' make peace
Put that vest on boy teflon fi tek heat
Give warnings before I snap them niggas never take heed
Shots fly while we riding tryna' make it safely
He a beast from no nation, real shotta baby
What the fuck is safety when you living in the darkest times
My chest be achy, most them niggas shady
Say it once won't never say it again
In most of all them situations how them snakes be your friends
So I'm dolo till the end, dreams of clutching .45's in a benz
When they run up ima' up it, get to spraying many men
While I'm playing many men, they wish death on me
Laptop tucked in my waist I love that tec on me
They see potential so now they wanna check on me
I'll be like where was niggas at when won't no check on me
Ain't many left with me
I'm riding solo to the finish cause' them niggas ain't stay down from the beginning

Patiently waiting for this pain to be over
I quit them drugs but life making it hard for me to stay sober
Closer to heaven after every second I'm getting closer, closer
Feeling like I'm' trapped in a closure

Trapped in my mind sometimes, I lost the key
I check my back for niggas gotta dot my I's and cross my T's
It's like crabs in a bucket when living in poverty
When everybody show you fake love when you a prodigy
I hope to get my whole hood out
But they they just wanna take me out
How I dream to take niggas up, when they wanna bring me down
She said you stonewalling baby break it down, you safe and sound
While I'm outside round' niggas who been tryna' paint the town red
They gon' leave the ground red
Whoever think they got the crown, "tt" turn your crown red
.38 bullets make a sound yea, so don't make a sound yeah
Try to throw ya weight around, 40's hold you down yeah