Ghost

I've seen my ghost that lives in the past
I look so much happier back then
I see her face when she still knew my name
I always wished her memory didn't fade

And now that she's gone
Oh how things changed
And now that old house don't feel the same

I've been terrified that my soul is gonna die
Before I have the chance to live all of my life
And I can't bear to know if I'm really alone
Or if I just miss that old home

I don't drink and I don't smoke
So I spend my Saturdays alone
Cuz while everyone else is out living their lives
I just sit here and I write

Cuz all of me still hopes
I'll sing these words I wrote
And play them for you on the road

I've been terrified that I won't reach my dream
And that every passing day I'm running out of steam
Cuz I just can't control what I don't know
But I hold on to this hope

I drove by your house I used to know
While I listened to the songs that help me cope
With all of this pain
And nothing's the same
As it is used to be when it was you and me

And I've been terrified my souls already died
Before I've had the chance to truly be alive
But that's just who I am but not who I wanna be
But this is me all of me

I've seen my ghost that lives in the past
I wish I was more like him again