Cartrap

Red lights hanging way up above
As our carcass is lying on the road
Headlights trapped me many times before
But this time I don't think they'll let me go

Rolled over lives, we all look for someone to love
And I'm waiting, stock-still on the road
Tailgated by everyone who isn't you
All I see, are brake lights and car glass dew

And I'm
Trapped in my car, I never went too far
Still, I fight my demons on the road
Inner wishes hard to be ignored
As I try to reach back home

I'm held sleepless by blinding lights in overdrive
Always on the dead run, as I deny
Addiction is a cold dark road and I go missing
I appear missing
I'm motherfucking missing

My dreams are a vehicle set to explore
But "brakes" is a concept that I sometimes tend to ignore
And though I strive, the pill - won't always let me follow you
I hear horns, I can barely move

I feel like I'm
Trapped in my car, I never went too far
Still, I fight my demons on the road
My inner wishes, hard to be ignored
As I try to reach back home

Poignant words that left a scar
We never fucked in the back of my car
Shivered youth like a fading star
My broken hearts and my thoughts, bizarre

In my glove compartment, there was a gun
I never used it, kept it just for fun
Waited the chance to be on the run
Ordinary lies leave our dreams undone

Still, I'm,
Trapped in my car, I never went too far
Still, I fight my demons on the road
Inner wishes are hard to be ignored
As I try to reach back home

Headlights trapped me many times before
As I wait stock-still on the road