Going by my Senses

I got my back, against the wall
I slide and I fall
But still, I'm feeling fine
Can find no time to re-approach
My gaslighting thoughts
Punished for another man's crime

I got my back, against the wall
I slide and I fall
But still, I'm feeling fine
Can find no time to re-approach
My gaslighting thoughts
Punished for another man's crime

And it feels like

Give away, walk away from
All your secrets this time
'Cause I'm damn sure this makes you nervous
And you're ready to comply

Sometimes you're fit
Sometimes I'm not
Sometimes I dream
Sometimes you don't

And there are times that I tryin' to keep control
But end up losin' my shit and try to sell my soul

"No Breakup Can Break me," you said
Locked this in your brains, and threw the keys again
The wisdom of your broken heart is now gone
Completely confident you're not alone

But if you listen closely down from your vent
There are some evil spirits Hoodoo Spells they try to bend
Again, every time you go crawlin' into bed
The sound of their voice thrives in your head and says

I got my back, against the wall
I slide and I fall
But still, I'm feeling fine
Can find no time to re-approach
My gaslighting thoughts
Punished for another man's crime

I got my back, against the wall
I slide and I fall
But still, I'm feeling fine
Can find no time to re-approach
My gaslighting thoughts
Punished for another man's crime

Every hustler that has ever met my brother
Ended up to pieces like no other
Ye, I know this might seem unkind
And make the toughest of the toughest gangsters cry

Every time a motherfucker sieged control
Found his jaw introduced to the floor
But I always find it hard to ignore
Some pretty, pretty liars and the smiles that they wore

So, shut are our brains
Shut are the doors
There's nothing out there so we're ready to explode

Even though some come screaming at the door
The hatred that we feel is hard to be ignored
At least we're steady, never to lose control
Escape the feeling that submerges us into gore

With our minds to our hearts, and our hearts pledged to our souls
Let go of your thoughts and let your mind blow

I got my back, against the wall
I slide and I fall
But still, I'm feeling fine
Can find no time to re-approach
My gaslighting thoughts
Punished for another man's crime

I got my back, against the wall
I slide and I fall
But still, I'm feeling fine
Can find no time to re-approach
My gaslighting thoughts
Punished for another man's crime

There is a shadow
Howling down my mind
Struggling with myself not to cross the borderline

We felt this shadow lurking in our minds.
Can we both strangle ourselves, how to cross this borderline?