Veins

Imma just put
Down my phone
I need to shop worrying about
Her cause i know she ain't
Fucking around with
Some hoes
At least i hope
At least i hope
Yeah i be feeling so low
Yeah i be living alone
Yeah i get depressed
Sometimes my emotions
Explode
Sometimes i think about
What would life be like
If i took a different route
Cause whenever i try
To be happy it always
Goes south
Well
I never have it my way
The little things always
Just ruin my day
Just wanna be normal
So i feel no pain
The thoughts in my head
Make me feel so insane
Yuh
Make me feel so insane
I just want to go
Back to when i was sane
Got some mental
Issues inside of my brain
Got poison all up
Into my veins
Im the money getter
Fuck all the fame
Sunny out but
In my mind it just rains
All these rappers thinking
They in my range
But nobody even close to
My Lane

Ptsd when i think
Bout my dad
Cause i can imagine
The accident inside my head
Im just a mess
I am so stressed
I can't seem to let
Go all of this shit
I am so fucked up
Cause of the past
I am so broken
Still wearing my cast
Solace in my mind
Is my number one task
Sometimes i feel like
Im just not enough
Over analyzing
That i will never be
Truly loved
Life is so tough
When all you do is think
And get stuck in a loop
It's harder to live when
All you do is lose
I wish i wasn't sad
I wish i can choose
To be living with joy
And smiling
Without having the urge
Of dying
And falling asleep crying
I ain't lying
But this life im living
Ain't it
I miss the days where
I didn't have to think
About shit
Take me back when
We were just kids
When i had
My peace and quiet
In my brain
Without pain
No suffering
I hope you don't end up
Like me anytime soon
Just look up at the moon
When it shines
You will shine
Yeah
It'll take some time
Just keep it going
Just keep it going man



Credits
Writer(s): Carlos Aguilar
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