Red Trees

I just tried to up and leave
Then, you came and sat next to me
I felt the weight of your head
Fall on to my shoulder then
Listen to you again and again
Just to prove I'm still your friend
Just to prove that we're okay
But honestly, I want this to end

See the red trees, tall and rising
Grab the weapon you'll be striking with
Honestly, there's no point in fighting, it's useless

(Yeah)

I'm tripped up
It don't make any fucking sense
I got bad luck
Tell me, do you think I wanna live like this?
I got demons from my past in my life every day
Story of my life always seems black and gray
(A total lack of color)
My skin crawls like a spider
(Feel the saturation)
The lights are getting brighter
But keep all of that to myself
That's my fucking anchor
That weighs me down on to the ground with all my guilt and anger
The fiery flames of all my chains
Like Scrooge I'm stuck to this one fate
The fate to fall down to my grave and sleep so I don't feel no pain
Pain
What the fuck do you gain?
By making somebody else hurt
Because of you I wanna pull a Kurt

I'm just saying
Just to compare
What I'm feeling
It'll lead me there
I know it's harsh
But it's fair
What I'm feeling
Is worse than despair

See the red trees, tall and rising
Grab the weapon you'll be striking with
Honestly, there's no point in fighting, it's useless
See the red trees, tall and rising
Grab the weapon you'll be striking with
Honestly, there's no point in fighting, it's useless