Downer

Keep coming back to my problems
Can't run away from them, I've tried
Run and scream and kick and cry
You can't do anything to feel fine
Suffer through torment your whole life
It'll end quick it's almost time
Nothing's real and nothing's fine
Won't you come and take my life?

I'm a downer
Someone not to encounter
Make my problems, everyone's cuz I can't cope
I'm a downer
Someone not to encounter
Bathe in my misery
Cuz nobody loves me
I'm a downer
Someone not to encounter
Do things I regret, but I'll do them all again
I'm a downer
Someone not to encounter
Turn a blind eye to problems I clearly fucking have

Guess I like being surrounded by sadness
I won't change my surroundings, I'll say I'm fine
Wear a fake smile seven days of the week
Fake face, fake happy, but I say I'm alright
You can see the truth in my teary eyes
Can't reach out for help with all my might
Surrounded by the darkness, all I see
Feeling like this'll be the death I see
But, fuck it
I'll use some distraction
Cuz I like the way it makes me feel, my reaction
Lifts me up so high I start to feel glad
But once it wears off, back to surrounded by the sad
I'll try to reach out to my friends for some help
But they're not professionals, so their help I never felt
Maybe I should seek some therapy
But how can I trust somebody that is not me?

I'm a downer
Someone not to encounter
Make my problems, everyone's cuz I can't cope
I'm a downer
Someone not to encounter
Bathe in my misery
Cuz nobody loves me
I'm a downer
Someone not to encounter
Do things I regret, but I'll do them all again
I'm a downer
Someone not to encounter
Turn a blind eye to problems I clearly fucking have



Credits
Writer(s): Dryden Mcelroy
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