Only Human

Wake up pray to God then I brush my teeth
That's how I'm living 7 days out the week
I'm a small town brotha all I got is me
The trust issues make it hard to speak
Last night I hit the books then I went to bed
But I never fell asleep cause I was in my head
Huddle up how I be feeling and it keeps me stressed
Cause I miss my grandma and miss my ex
Never talk about the times that I be depressed
Cause I got my shit together but my life's a mess
Even in my own thoughts I feel like a guest
And my anxiety be gripping me like I'm possessed

I'm only human
I'm only human

They see the way that I be living and assume it's a breeze
Cuz everyday in LA it be like 80 degrees
Without a cloud in the sky
And the palms in the trees
But all I witnessed growing up was shooters robbers and thieves
Had a fallout with my last girl we struggle to speak
Ain't ate in days ain't slept in weeks
I spend a lot of time wondering where she could be
But all I know is that ain't it with me
I talk to God and ask him please don't let me die by myself
Used to be in love with shorty I forgot how it felt
Heartbroken soul torn and it ain't good for my health
But even when I need it most I still deny any help

I'm only human
I'm only human

Dark cloud flying over me I hate the rain
When life gets tough I feel the pain
Ever since my Cousin Shawn died ain't been the same
And thinking bout it really hurts my brain
Man of the house ever since I was a kid
Hold myself accountable for the things I did
Everyday I thug it out this just life I live
Still call the shots they know I'm him
Jus cause I got it going on don't mean my life is straight
When I ain't have shit my life was great
Wish that I could tell somebody but they can't relate
All this pressure on my back and I can't stand the weight

I'm only human
I'm only human



Credits
Writer(s): Deandre Ortiz
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