You Don't Know My Name

Good evening ladies and gentlemen
It's your host That Boy Supa
I'd like to thank y'all for coming out tonight
Been through a lot lately you know
Had a tough conversation with a special someone but
God gave me the strength to be back here so
Ima let y'all in on what I was going through and what I had to tell her

I'm tryna figure out why things been moving backwards
Is it because the effort
Or is it cause the passion
Is it because you tired from work when I get done with classes
Or is it cause you wish that things would move a little faster
Girl I told you once I'm bout two things that's money and business
I'm not no average don't compare other to dudes that you've been with
I got a thing for you but know I ain't got time for the drama
So if you mad at me for doing me then that ain't my problem
I got a bag to chase
I got a family to feed
Could give a fuck about the wants because I got my own needs
And selfishly speaking I'm sorry if that sounded too blunt
But in the past if I ain't do it then it wouldn't get done
They know I'm the one expecting me to bring home the funds
I grew up round shooters that's why I never carry a gun
They think I moved across the country just to do it for fun
I'm tryna make sure everyday feels like the first of the month
Let's ride

You don't know my name
Keep it going keep it going yuh
And it feel like
Uh huh
You don't know my name
One more time for me girl
I love it
You don't know my name
I swear it baby
Come on now
You don't know my name
Let me get back to it yo

I wake up everyday and thank God for the life that I'm living
This shit ain't easy but at least I never made it to prison
At least I got the strength to chase all of my future ambitions
Cause I got family in the pen that's doing time for decisions
They made without having a vision and that's why it's on me
To make sure that my kids ain't gotta live thru struggles I seen
And that's just shit wouldn't know you'd never understand
How in first grade I was a kid by second I was a man
With a plan to demand the respected I earned that's how I learned that
Nobody really cares bout you til you in the urn
That's why I waited my turn and took the time to discern that
There's more to life than moving work and burning the fern
The pain in my heart is equal to the weight on my shoulders
I need some closure that's why I said I needed you closer
Whole time I just needed exposure
To life outside where I was at cause as a kid I used to lose my composure
From moving house to house
And moving city to city
Ain't see my pops in 3 years yeah that stayed fucking with me
The broken love is all I know that's why I never feel pity
Cause my emotions hit me harder than them shots did to 50
I ask for strength cause I do this shit all on my own
You can't relate
That's cool but know I do this shit alone
It's up to me to take care it's up to me to provide
So if you ain't already knowing then you ain't down to ride
Let's get it

Uh huh
Back to it yo
You don't know my name
Crazy part she don't know my name she don't know my story either
She think she know me she really don't
You feel me
Free P Dot Free Dido Free Banks Free everybody
Shoutout the 01420
Shoutout my pop shoutout my Wela you already know what it is
We gon keep going yo
When the going gets tough the tough get going
That's why I'm still here
Still standing ten toes down
Only thing they ever gave me in life was my name
Stop playing
And she don't even know that that's the craziest part
That's why I had to let her go
It ain't nothing
You feel me
I'd like to thank y'all for coming out tonight
It's been such a pleasure
Appreciate y'all