Tell Me The Story Again

You had a blood stain
On your right sleeve
And when i told you
You attacked me
And I'm not saying I'm not to blame
I'm just saying that it's a shame
Every time I think I get it right
I lose more and more sleep every night
I can take it but I'd rather not

I feel less alive
When I think of you
And I pretend you died
When you walked out the room
And I'm not gonna lie
And tell you everything's improved
Cuz i would rather die
Than let you try to kill me too
It's alright
It's alright
To tell me you don't think about me
It's alright
It's alright
To tell me you don't feel a fucking thing

Leaning on your empathy
Became too much a part of me
And I was busy holding out
For someone that I'd never be
So I stayed way too close to you
Because there's nothing I could do
I wanted to be better
But I'm only better without you

And I would let you choke me out
Just to prove the fucking point
That you could live without me
But oh goddamn
How hollow you've become
Every time you start to speak
You just remember that you're numb.

I feel less alive
When I think of you
And I pretend you died
When you walked out the room
And I'm not gonna lie
And tell you everything's improved
Cuz i would rather die
Than let you try to kill me too
It's alright
It's alright
To tell me you don't think about me
It's alright
It's alright
To tell me you don't feel a fucking thing

It's alright
It's alright
To not remember me
It's alright
It's alright
Take everything you need
It's alright
It's alright
I swear to god It's alright

You made me never want to love again
So I can hold on to this til the bitter end