OUTRO
It's 5 in the morning
As I'm writing down my feelings
Running back to old endings
I'm looking for new beginnings
Helping out both my parents
And looking out for my siblings
It's bottom of ninth inning
I'm swinging straight for the fences
Still I'm running the bases
Feeling like I'm alone
I'm greeted with hugs and cheers
The moment i make it home
Wondering is it real
Or will they let it be known
The people that say they love
Don't even pick up the phone
To check and see how I'm doing
Really I can't complain
Cause as I'm painting my lane
I ain't been doing the same
Still I try to maintain
Everything I done gained
Tho I be feeling drained
Thug it out what was trained
In me
Try to hide it but it's plain to see
Thought i was strong
Got me thinking how this came to be
But
Losing my granny made me feel i was delusional
Other granny died, couldn't even hit the studio
Whole world crashed, keep it pushing wasn't doable angry since a juvenile but this shit is unusual
Juggling a lot had fought myself to keep me neutral
Had to leave me girl at the time, I'm sorry beautiful
At the time i didn't have what it takes
You was trying to build, i was trynna escape
Realities of the world while trying to pick my fate
Just figured that i should do it alone if ima break
Down
I had a moment but had to pick up the pieces
Tired of being tired
Many nights I was sleepless
Thinking bout what my granny would say
When I'm at my weakest
Taught me depend on no one
It's always just me and Jesus
So i had to believe it
Apply it in real time
Translate it to music
Fuck hearing, you feel lines
Encourage the soul searching
Go look and you will find
That when you down in the hole
Just know that you will climb
I'm
Giving you real you can take it or leave it
Stand on every word i say and i know
That you see it
Never steered you wrong once
So you got to believe it
This that lil pep talk you never knew
That you needed
Soul
As I'm writing down my feelings
Running back to old endings
I'm looking for new beginnings
Helping out both my parents
And looking out for my siblings
It's bottom of ninth inning
I'm swinging straight for the fences
Still I'm running the bases
Feeling like I'm alone
I'm greeted with hugs and cheers
The moment i make it home
Wondering is it real
Or will they let it be known
The people that say they love
Don't even pick up the phone
To check and see how I'm doing
Really I can't complain
Cause as I'm painting my lane
I ain't been doing the same
Still I try to maintain
Everything I done gained
Tho I be feeling drained
Thug it out what was trained
In me
Try to hide it but it's plain to see
Thought i was strong
Got me thinking how this came to be
But
Losing my granny made me feel i was delusional
Other granny died, couldn't even hit the studio
Whole world crashed, keep it pushing wasn't doable angry since a juvenile but this shit is unusual
Juggling a lot had fought myself to keep me neutral
Had to leave me girl at the time, I'm sorry beautiful
At the time i didn't have what it takes
You was trying to build, i was trynna escape
Realities of the world while trying to pick my fate
Just figured that i should do it alone if ima break
Down
I had a moment but had to pick up the pieces
Tired of being tired
Many nights I was sleepless
Thinking bout what my granny would say
When I'm at my weakest
Taught me depend on no one
It's always just me and Jesus
So i had to believe it
Apply it in real time
Translate it to music
Fuck hearing, you feel lines
Encourage the soul searching
Go look and you will find
That when you down in the hole
Just know that you will climb
I'm
Giving you real you can take it or leave it
Stand on every word i say and i know
That you see it
Never steered you wrong once
So you got to believe it
This that lil pep talk you never knew
That you needed
Soul
Credits
Writer(s): Markus Henderson
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