Ghost in the Shell (Past)

I'm in route to the money, en route to the money
You don't gotta chase anything you already have
I'm playing catch up to people I already passed

I left home and never called it that again, I remember when
She fucked me in the CVS, parking lot, we held hands, forget you
It felt like you led me out here to abandon me
I was sleeping with my car running afraid my battery would die

And For some reason I still trust people even after they lie
Fuck with her even after I lied
Slept at Nicks for 3 nights
When you called me that night
Running orders up and out through university
Just gimmie $700,000 and some 4,5

I never went to your stupid party, bitch I was homeless
Troy, Michael, and Jon hooked me up when I felt hopeless
Doing 90 on the highway in a 200sx
Screaming my ambitions to the world trying to get that check
I ended up in the hospital for like 3 days
When I got out, I swear nothing was really the same
And due to complications I couldn't even drive

Still drive my car back to my Aunt's Sisters alive
Now I'm formulating plans, got some new ideas
Still got no house to call a home, 'cause my heart in here
I gotta shake up the story, that's on Shakespeare
One day I'ma have a palace for all the sight seers

I'm in route to the money, en route to the money
You don't gotta chase anything you already have
I'm playing catch up to people I already passed
Sung about you

Like if that was all true why'd you hold me up
You let that fear really run you tired bruh
By the time I could talk about it I couldn't feel nothing
It's all really love, here a olive branch or something
Why you really mad I'm not being controlled

I could still help you out without that gossiping though
This ain't even about you, this about the ones that made us
Monotone rap 'cause I'm number than these too tight platts
You can't even see the part where you was really wrong in
All of that, all of that, all of that, damn

Shout out Eem, shout out Baylee, shout out Bryce
For motivating me into motion
Freedom was never free
But I'd rather pay not to feel broken
Too much of anything ain't helping me breath
You know it was choking
My own personal hell
No Kusanagi, but I'm like the Ghost in the Shell
Only God can stop me, only God can stop me, only God

I'm in route to the money, en route to the money
You don't gotta chase anything you already have
I'm playing catch up to people I already passed
Sung about you

I feel like hotshot, the way the niggas, Decepticon
Opps in disguise, give em' business but I treat it like the enterprise
I regret give em' game, but they
Tried to play me with it, I wish I never met her
And till this day I meant it
I said circles don't got corners but you could still stand beside me

You went crossed the line, that's the point, girl you tried me
I open up like number 941, I wrote down the recipe, 500 done!
You crossed me for the last time, but yall don't even listen
Maybe it's because you too broke to pay attention
Maybe if you cared a little more?
I just, maybe I just cared Cared a little more
So it really hurt when you gave me no explanation

Even years later on vacation
Even on my birthday, seeing her naked
The pain was never erased and I couldn't save it
Track number 5, Perseus, I know ya never heard the shit
Last time I wrote, that was me recovering
Sung about you

I'm in route to the money, en route to the money
You don't gotta chase anything you already have
I'm playing catch up to people I already passed
Did me dirty and somehow you in path
I'm in route to the money, en route to the money
You don't gotta chase anything you already have
I'm playing catch up to people I already passed

I'm in route to the money, en route to the money
You don't gotta chase anything you already have
I'm playing catch up to people I already passed
Did me dirty and somehow you in path
I'm in route to the money, en route to the money
You don't gotta chase anything you already have
I'm playing catch up to people I already passed

You know that's something I be like struggling with and shit
But, you know I always end up going back to it, it's crazy
I always say I'm, I'm not doing it again, I'm not doing this
But I always find myself going back to it
And I feel like that kinda means something
So I think I should start believing in myself more for real