Holdin' on (Future)

I'm not confused no more, I know what I want, I
I-I-I
I know what this is, you cannot trip me up
You made me feel someway when you were holding back
You just wanted to make it look like you was holding on
Like you was holding on

I'm numb inside, I wanna cry, but I
Don't wanna feel like no burden
Cecilia hold my head on her leg, she knew that I been hurting
Being vulnerable was something I know I needed
Write it out on my last line
So I could sort out all my pieces
I feel inept to things I already understand
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I'm not confused no more, I know what I want, I
I-I-I
I know what this is, you cannot trip me up
You made me feel someway when you were holding back
You just wanted to make it look like you was holding on
Like you was holding on

I know them other bitches mad that you got me
I'm not confused on why, I know you got me
I don't bring up what's her face 'cause I know she irrelevant
Hold me in your arms ain't no need to address the elephant
And you're the only one that's allowed to see the fragile me
I feel like glass, but you keep on protecting me
You're the closest thing to home
She said, "I got your heart in me" (yeah)

I'm not confused no more, I know what I want, I
I-I-I
I know what this is, you cannot trip me up
You made me feel someway when you were holding back
You just wanted to make it look like you was holding on
Like you was holding on

I'm not confused no more, I know what I want, I
I-I-I
I know what this is, you cannot trip me up
You made me feel someway when you were holding back
You just wanted to make it look like you was holding on
Like you was holding on