Experiment 3

Now what happened, I'm falling
Voices in my head stopped calling
It's a torture, found sleepless
A disorder led to weakness
And I know you felt my pain
But you only saw my lie
When you must've gone insane
And a heart has been deprived

Cover up by sin, don't let them in don't let them in
Cover up by sin, don't let them in

And to truly say
I didn't want it to be this way
So draw blood to be seen
I can't stop hearing number three

You're recalling, my soul's plea
Silent heart when a world wouldn't help me
It's a false hope, my creator
Endless pride that built a traitor
And you know it means my life
Though you're clueless what to say
You're a part of the design
I'm a cog that's led astray

Don't let it show, don't let them know don't let them know
Don't let it show, don't let them know

And to truly say
I didn't want it to be this way
So draw blood to be seen
I can't stop hearing number three

I could not be silent
I will stop the violence

I could no longer take back what was taken from me
I always hid these thoughts so that you couldn't foresee
Clouded thoughts, foggy paths, but I now have found peace
My choice made, clouds have faded and I am now free
It's my choice, not his not yours, and you now believe
He's not first, you're not second, and I was not three
I was first, and your words had no impact on me
I've decided for myself and now I don't bleed

Feelings were thrown, don't let it go don't let it go
Feelings were thrown, just let it go

And to truly say
I didn't want it to be this way
So draw blood to be seen
I can't stop hearing number three
And these gears will take my place
And the world will turn the same
And I know I won't be heard
Because I was only third