In Too Deep

Fingers are so numb right now
Feeling like death is on it's way
Ain't no else to blame but myself
Cause I'm still sitting here rotating this bitch
Father forgive me for all my sins
I'm ready to go

I been lost inside my mind
I don't know which way to go
I Shove my nose into a line
Or my fingers grip rotate the bowl
I can see my nana cry
Cause I'm to deep into this drug
At times my mind be blown
I know soon I'm up to die

I know soon I'm up to die
Cause I'm to deep into this drug
At times my mind be blown
I can see my nana cry
My fingers grip rotate the bowl
Or I shown my nose into a line
I don't know which way to go
I been lost inside my mind

Thoughts of suicide running through my mind late at night
Tears run down my face while I drive
Can't understand this pain or these struggles that i tend to face
Miss my dog Soulja boy he been sitting five in that cage
Hard for me to keep my faith
I been beat down and destroyed all that love shit I avoid
Hurt so bad I hardly smile
Blood covering my chest I need a towel
I'm off this earth I'm in my zone
Don't call my phone I rather hurt alone
They broke my bones
I know they wasn't solid still I loved them
Bitch my heart is gone

I been lost inside my mind
I don't know which way to go
I shove my nose into a line
Or my fingers grip rotate the bowl
I can see my nana cry
Cause I'm to deep into this drug
At times my mind be blown
I know soon I'm up to die

I know soon I'm up to die
Cause I'm to deep into this drug
At times my mind be blown
I can see my nana cry
My fingers grip rotate the bowl
Or I shown my nose into a line
I don't know which way to go
I been lost inside my mind

They left and caused me problems that love turned to pain
Running so much deeper then the choices I've made
Thinking 'bout memories and the moments I created
My life become broken unstable
Can't believe y'all ended up changing
Tryna' find the strength to forgive them including myself
Cause either sides didn't do a thing
To fix that hurt For so long I had felt
Tears no longer eject from my eyes
They get taken from them pills
Temptation of reaching out
Cause it seem's I'll never heal
These feeling's I express
Through out my lyrics are deeply real

The women I love now loves another human
While I wait for your comfort
Knowing I'll never see the time
Casting out unspoken emotions
Cause there weighing down on my mind
Lost in the depth of anyone loving me
But as I wake
All I see is the darkness inside the night sky



Credits
Writer(s): Billy Dumas
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