Long Nights

I done been through plenty long night's
Listen to myself cause I done got wrong advice
Felt some love that made me feel comfortable but disappeared in time
Rode for one's that low-key fed me lies
Lord tell me why it's easy for them to leave me way behind

Feeling happiness and loved comes with a price
Nothing good last forever pay attention to the sign's
Feeling I wasn't good enough insecure thought's overloading my mind
I stargaze in to the sky
At least I gave my all can't say that I didn't try
My word's of wisdom with myself I also apply
A victim to so many vanished hope's ain't none of 'em was down to ride
Seem's like every one in my life got to choose
They proudly walk on what they wanted
But again I wasn't on that side
At time's I get in my feeling's I send a message
But the out come is no reply

I done been through plenty long night's
Listen to myself cause I done got wrong advice
Felt some love that made me feel comfortable but disappeared in time
Rode for one's that low-key fed me lies
Lord tell me why it's easy for them to leave me way behind

Deep meaningful emotion's process through my veins
Would you like a quick tour to what my mind contains
Do you know what it's like to feel this pain
Where the only thing to do
Is not think about it but it still don't go away
Families mean't to love but all your does is hate
Ever been so stressed your body get's emotionally drained
Wish I could be back home in the plains
But every time I go I get a feeling myself ain't the same
Don't know what that could mean
I'm just trying to maintain
Use to be homeless got blisters on my feet
A cold world may I purchase a ticket to leave

I done been through plenty long night's
Listen to myself cause I done got wrong advice
Felt some love that made me feel comfortable but disappeared in time
Rode for one's that low-key fed me lies
Lord tell me why it's easy for them to leave me way behind